Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Feel Lonely..Need someone to talk to...

What should i do when stay alone?
Doing everything ,every single thing.. without any help from my lovely hubby.
Why this happen to me?
It is bcoz hes not around..went outstation for almost a month.
For the 1st week,i cant adapt the situation.I stayed at my mom's place..
Everything have been prepared by mak.My breakfast,my dinner n etc.
But i still feel lonely.I tried my best to accept "this" even its too hard.
From time to time,ill be always waiting for his call and the moment that he will tell me the day that he will be home..of course he cant give me the answer...So,im been through my bored weekend without him..
2nd week-I miss him damn much..he told me that he cant come home this weekend..arghh im so stressed.I need him,im not feeling very well.maybe its bcoz im very stressful with my work at the office....
to be continued....solat

Hahaha,after a few days baru ade masa nk sambung..
during the 2nd week he left me alone in KL.i decided to visit him at Kuantan.so i spent my day about 4 days 3 nites.We spent our time together..makan2,eating2 n etc..
Hilang sekejap rindu,tp kembali rindu semula setelah aku nk kene balik kl Isnin tu.
The moment nk pisah tu,aku nangis ,naik bas pun nangis,smpai termloh tu,bapak jauh kan...
ermm malas nk cite lg .,

3rd week..Hes still tak balik2 lg..
We just communicated through the phone.everyday,almost 10 times we called each other,bila Malam we will talked about 2-3 hrs..damn,miss him miss him so much..
this week i cant go to his place,coz im quite bz wth my classes.
Ya allah ,lg2 la rindu,hr2 nangis..
Weekend ,im quite bz in celebrating my parents anniversary,my bro's annivesary, n my cousin's bday..ermm blh tahan besh la...

nnti smbg,nk wat keje dlu